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Okay, so I finally got in the mood to write about my weekend even though it is now Wednesday night. Hm..I guess I’ll start with Friday night. Friday after school I went to whits house after school as per usual. I don’t know, it was a bit weird cuz adam was grounded due to stupid grades so it was just us, but she seemed really upset about a lot of stuff, and it seemed like everything I said couldn’t help her. So I got that feeling that I was just pathetic for trying to help anyone cuz I just make everything worse sometimes. But yeah. Then nimmy showed up and we talked for a bit about life. Then afterwards I got dropped off at that expectations place to meet back up with whitney and her family. Now, you should all know that erica and al my friends had been planning a sorta birthday party for erica and I really wanted to go, but lately ive just been upsetting myself and with that upsetting a lot of people because apparently people expect me to make them all happy and such because im a generally happy person I guess. But I can’t lately. I don’t have the energy and yeah..im just in a weird space. So after going to the restaurant and then heading back to whits, I was really upset because I really didn’t have the energy or heart to go to ericas, though I had wanted to all week. Then I got a call from matt saying he couldn’t go to ericas party and he got all annoyed with me for some reason so I got more upset, and eventually had a mental breakdown and whits house and started bawling my eyes out…yeah. So I didn’t end up going to the party which made me more upset because I let all my other friends down, and blahh. Pretty much. But I ended up talking to erica and now everythings better for the most part. Matt eventually showed up and I was upset and had almost passed out before he came because iw as so upset and my stupid medicine makes me have no appetite, so I hadn’t ate anything all day, so yeah. Everything was made worse when his mom showed up to bring us to his dads..basically a terrible night. That was my emo rant fill, thanks. Lol. But yeah, me and matt hung out and talked and such and then he came back to my house til like 1 or something. Then..Saturday..hmm, whatd I do. OH! Yeah. Me, aileenn, erol, and mattie went to lunch, it was sooo yummy. And I am no longer afraid of erol though his hands are so huge he could kill me. But yeah. We went to eat then went to a park which was really beautiful and peaceful, then we went to the mall to see revvaaaa! Who I hadn’t seen in forever which was quite..lol. Interesting cuz revas just insanely insane. Then we went back to aileens and watched Moulin rouge and such, and I eventually went home. Sunday..alexs partyyy! Which was really funn! The best part was probs seeing all the awesome peeps. Specially Sebastian! The best hugger in the worlddd!! I ended up jumping in a bajillion peoples arms right before we left the party cuz I had given Sebastian a running jumping hug and yep. After that..matt and I went back to my house and picked up jakey, jojo and annie and brought them to the mall. Worse choice ever. Never again. My sister kept having breakdowns and hitting me and blah..terrible. So I was about to start crying as we left and went back to my house. The end of the night picked everything up though. My mom was like your babysitting again, so I was like k. and so yeah, me and matt babysat again, which was pretty fun. We watched the sandlot. Pretty cool. Then we had to put them to bed so we had a 6 minute rave in my bedroom before getting them in there pjs and stuff. Afterwards me and matt just hung out and watched stuff and talked more about life and such. Pretty fun. Then my mom and karen got home and joined us. Mattie eventually got called by his dad who was like um, are you coming home at l:30. Lol. So yep. Monday..I basically hung out at home, talked to nimmy a lot..which was bad cuz we got in this really bad argument and there was crying and blah..so I really didn’t feel like doing anything at all. Matt came over after dinner and we went and saw whitney a bit then went home. I ended up seeing nimmy for like 10 minutes which really sucked cuz I could tell he was realy upset and it was my fault. But things are getting better, they have to get better or life will be suck. XD so yeah, then matt had to go. And then after school he picked me up and we hung out a bit and he went back to stupid college.

…uhm..I think that’s a bout it. Phew. Im all updated. Lol.

k. see ya!