life..

2009-06-09T00:43:27Z

im in one of those moods where i wanna make a post but theres so much to say i dont really feel like writing it all...

life.

2009-05-12T21:10:57Z

so. so much stuff has been happening. its like all the bad stuff happens at once.
it has to get better eventually though
ill write about everything when im actually allowed to be on here and ungrounded so i can hang with people! :) though, a shift in my friendships is def occurring again which is good and bad. but yeah.
byes

Study Hall With Ethan :)

2008-12-16T14:48:15Z

Hey Peoples.

So here I sit in the computer lab, with Ethan and he says hi how are you doing, cuz he’s weird like that. I’m really bored. But also really excited about anime Boston and Christmas because I get to hang out a bunch with all my awesome friends and chill at home. This week has kind of sucked for me a bit but I know it will eventually get better; I just got to wait for nimmy to come back and I’ll be fine. I auditioned yesterday for the play, which I did really bad at, but its okay, I know I can’t act, well, I can, just not when I’m nervous in addition to being late for work. I saw nimmy after work which was pretty cool, and lets see…I have my concert on Thursday which is going to be awesome because. Well, it just will be because it’s the chorus and band combined Christmas concert. I should probably go so homework now...yeah…okays ttyl. I think I may have internet when I get home today…

halloweennnn

2008-11-01T16:14:26Z

hallowwwweenn was awesome! really quick post. of course since im a teenagegirl i had to dress up all skanky. lol. well sorta, not really until i was skakified by my friends at the halloween party. lol. but yeah. it was really fun. i forgot how much i love being with them and just being silly and immature all the time..or more so then i am normally. the day of halloween ws pretty awesome too. i woke up at 2 in the morning to do an early america project (which me and sebastian totes kicked butts on btws. woot!) uhm, after that the day was pretty clos but yeah, pretty good. went home, napped. got up and got dressed. then to the party! which as i already said was awesome. mattie was there. :) and all my friends which are totally better then him. hehe, sucker. jk. but yeah. im hyper for some reason. i dont think i even make sense anymore. im going to go!!! byesssss
:)
<3

mmm..candy.

2008-10-15T21:17:28Z

so. mattie went and told you all about my weekend for the most part and im really lazy so im not going to go and tell about everything again. well..actually. i will, since it sounds different coming from my side but yeah. about today. psats=SUCKKK!! me, kree and liz starbird sat at a table doing them and were making fun of the lady giving the test the whole time, it was pretty fun cuz i havent really talked or hung out with karissa in forever. this summer we hung out a bunch but yeah, with the start of school and such, we kinda don't anymore, so hopefully we will hang out soon. but yeah. i had chem, which is easy and all the people in my class are stupid. very stupid. but yeah, easy class. then went to lunch, where i bumped into mr.ambrose and he was like heyy! you can take chorus. so that was exciting. it was really funny though cuz one, at lunch they now play weird music, and two, i was surrounded by many people who usually dont sit with me. like mike. who kept flinging stuff at me, but he gets away with it cuz its mike. lol. so pretty fun. then i swithed into kegler for algebra 2 seventh period, and so now i get to see karissa more. (wow, i sound stalkerish) but yeah. that makes me happy. then. i went home. now, my nights at home also =suck. BUT! as i walked to my door to go inside i encountered a huge box, and i was like what? and then it said that it was for me and i was like woooott!! not even knowing what was inside of it. but yeah, it turns out it was a huge box of candy from nimmy, and envelopes so i can write to him, and a note telling me to cheer up and get happy with life. nimmys the best. i really miss him, and now i feel really bad cuz i didnt see him a lot last weekend, but he'll be back in a week to see me, and we WILL see hair nimmy!!!! i promise. but yes. i wanna eat candy now...byess

Okay, so I finally got in the mood to write about my weekend even though it is now Wednesday night. Hm..I guess I’ll start with Friday night. Friday after school I went to whits house after school as per usual. I don’t know, it was a bit weird cuz adam was grounded due to stupid grades so it was just us, but she seemed really upset about a lot of stuff, and it seemed like everything I said couldn’t help her. So I got that feeling that I was just pathetic for trying to help anyone cuz I just make everything worse sometimes. But yeah. Then nimmy showed up and we talked for a bit about life. Then afterwards I got dropped off at that expectations place to meet back up with whitney and her family. Now, you should all know that erica and al my friends had been planning a sorta birthday party for erica and I really wanted to go, but lately ive just been upsetting myself and with that upsetting a lot of people because apparently people expect me to make them all happy and such because im a generally happy person I guess. But I can’t lately. I don’t have the energy and yeah..im just in a weird space. So after going to the restaurant and then heading back to whits, I was really upset because I really didn’t have the energy or heart to go to ericas, though I had wanted to all week. Then I got a call from matt saying he couldn’t go to ericas party and he got all annoyed with me for some reason so I got more upset, and eventually had a mental breakdown and whits house and started bawling my eyes out…yeah. So I didn’t end up going to the party which made me more upset because I let all my other friends down, and blahh. Pretty much. But I ended up talking to erica and now everythings better for the most part. Matt eventually showed up and I was upset and had almost passed out before he came because iw as so upset and my stupid medicine makes me have no appetite, so I hadn’t ate anything all day, so yeah. Everything was made worse when his mom showed up to bring us to his dads..basically a terrible night. That was my emo rant fill, thanks. Lol. But yeah, me and matt hung out and talked and such and then he came back to my house til like 1 or something. Then..Saturday..hmm, whatd I do. OH! Yeah. Me, aileenn, erol, and mattie went to lunch, it was sooo yummy. And I am no longer afraid of erol though his hands are so huge he could kill me. But yeah. We went to eat then went to a park which was really beautiful and peaceful, then we went to the mall to see revvaaaa! Who I hadn’t seen in forever which was quite..lol. Interesting cuz revas just insanely insane. Then we went back to aileens and watched Moulin rouge and such, and I eventually went home. Sunday..alexs partyyy! Which was really funn! The best part was probs seeing all the awesome peeps. Specially Sebastian! The best hugger in the worlddd!! I ended up jumping in a bajillion peoples arms right before we left the party cuz I had given Sebastian a running jumping hug and yep. After that..matt and I went back to my house and picked up jakey, jojo and annie and brought them to the mall. Worse choice ever. Never again. My sister kept having breakdowns and hitting me and blah..terrible. So I was about to start crying as we left and went back to my house. The end of the night picked everything up though. My mom was like your babysitting again, so I was like k. and so yeah, me and matt babysat again, which was pretty fun. We watched the sandlot. Pretty cool. Then we had to put them to bed so we had a 6 minute rave in my bedroom before getting them in there pjs and stuff. Afterwards me and matt just hung out and watched stuff and talked more about life and such. Pretty fun. Then my mom and karen got home and joined us. Mattie eventually got called by his dad who was like um, are you coming home at l:30. Lol. So yep. Monday..I basically hung out at home, talked to nimmy a lot..which was bad cuz we got in this really bad argument and there was crying and blah..so I really didn’t feel like doing anything at all. Matt came over after dinner and we went and saw whitney a bit then went home. I ended up seeing nimmy for like 10 minutes which really sucked cuz I could tell he was realy upset and it was my fault. But things are getting better, they have to get better or life will be suck. XD so yeah, then matt had to go. And then after school he picked me up and we hung out a bit and he went back to stupid college.

…uhm..I think that’s a bout it. Phew. Im all updated. Lol.

k. see ya!

noodlehair10

life..

life.

Study Hall With Ethan :)

halloweennnn

mmm..candy.